I needed a break and didn't even know it until a lightbulb illuminated inside my mind.
How did I not see this before? Days, weeks, months, years and I never realized how much damaged had occurred due to my actions while seamlessly placing blame on the situations.
One life event forced me to come face to face with myself. I no longer could hide behind excuses I was stripped naked, and shown all my scars and failed attempts to mask them. None were healed and caused my flesh to continuously feel the pain.
Can't heal a wound without proper care, you just become prone to infection.
This is what happens when you bury your hurt, pain and heartbreak.
"I'm okay." No I wasn't , cause what he did hasn't healed from my heart and the hurt I carry just get transferred to the next and when things get bad I wanted to blame it on them.
You see once I've bared my soul and looked into the mirror, all that was seen was my own TRUTH. Scars, flaws, tears, failures and pain. Only I can repair the damage that has been done.
We never realize how much trouble we cause until we are face to face with ourselves, vulnerable and ready to drip with greatness. Stepping outside of myself and having a better look inside allowed me to truly take care of what's most important...me.
With Love, K
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