I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I left you when you needed me the most.

I'm sorry for every name I called you, cause every word brought you towards darkness.

I'm sorry I didn't defend you when others fed off your weakness.

I'm sorry for all the times you rose to the occasion to speak I made you feel small.

I'm sorry I didn't show you enough love, causing you to go elsewhere in search of something that was never missing.

I'm sorry for all the tearful nights and uneasiness you felt, as you hugged your pillow begging for the pain to stop.

I'm sorry that we; your mind, body and soul failed at loving you to point you saw yourself as nothing, an empty vessel, screaming at the top of lungs just to feel an ounce of love.

I'm sorry...... Your heart told me it was in the right place and no darkness would come to stay, that it gave you a constant reminder with every thump that you are here, loved, blessed beyond measure.

I'm sorry it took so long for me to cherish you and all that you are, this is our fight and we are in this together.

We take for granted how much loving ourselves plays an important role in how it allows others to love us. Multiple relationships failed and it couldn't be all their fault right? Nope... some times you have take a step back and really examine the situation before placing blame. Ask yourself, " what am I doing, thats causing this to happen?" The answer may be just a mirror away. Find love within yourself and everything else will follow.

With love,
K.